for the first time in a long time...i m content. I m happy. Things are going well.....and that................SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!!!! ROFL! Ever felt that way ladies and gentlemen. Things are fantastic in the world of Brandon. But when they are i get suspicious. is that bad? XD. Probably. Oh well. I m actually getting over that. And i m learning to trust more and to trust in God more. Which is an amazing feat in of itself. Now i know all of you are probably wondering, What is the deal brandon? Why are you so paranoid? And all i ve got to say is read my journals you will see only a small minor portion of the truth of the thing.

But before you say quit being paranoid. I will say this. I trust my gf more than anyone in this world and that says somethings about her. i tell her things that i wouldn't tell anyone. And it fills me with joy beyond words. I love this woman and i want you all to know that. For the first time in my life i actually love and trust someone. Completely and tottally. ^_________^ and it is a wonderful feeling.